Inside of You

My internet is being screwy so i cannot do a proper post about the fun awesome days that i have had in my mid semester break. i cannot post the photos that i wanted to so this post is going to be a pre-post about the past couple of days. Boy did we (my friends and I) manage to pack a chocablock full of fun into a limited amount of time, although we had everyday planned of the holidays, realistically we knew that we weren't going to stick to the plan but we did try. But never fear because after all the hustle and bustle of exams, we have three months of doing whatever we want.

okay so quick summary with a photo: 

Monday: It was Susan's surprise BBQ picnic, which was very fun. I learnt how to turn on a bbq in a public place, well ok all you have to do is press a button but i never knew that, so give me some credit. 

we went to a park in bentleigh, which was a pretty cool park, why why are all the best parks not in my local suburb? Here's a snippet of funny story: dizziness. Are you hooked? 

Tuesday: The day that i have been looking forward to for a long time, despite a minor glitch. it was bday party which was originally planned in Geelong but the weather turned bad so i changed it to my house. i wanted it to be different this year because for the past three years it has always been a house party, but the thing about house parties is that you don't have to go anywhere. but next year, its going to an intimate restaurant party with close friends( well at least thats the plan for now and you guys all know that i am the most indecisive person out there). pretty good turnout and many many laughs. one word: mustaches. 

Wednesday: Today was the 12H reunion and you guys can guess how many people turned up, i'm gonna let you use your noodles for that one and the answer will be revealed in the next post. Also met up with Y and Ti afterwards as a half spontaneous thing and we bummed around and watched a movie, you guys can have a guess on what we watched. 

tomorrow's the deadline for VTAC applications and boy does my PI form look very very crap, i think i am almost certain that i am not going to get into dentistry but i am on my way to accepting that fact. i guess the world has a plan for me and this is it. Not that i mind, i mean sure i was very hesitant about the way my life was turning out, with many exclaims of  "I hate my life" but i have learnt to love my life and appreciate whatever comes my way. 

you see, while i was waiting at the station for train to get home, i had a revelation. I was (am) really really happy. Sure i miss high school but that feeling is slowly dying although i don't think it would ever be gone. despite not seeing my friends from highschool everyday, the times that we had spent together have been so much fun and full of randomness, laughter and weird moments that make me smile and sometimes i burst out laughing when i think of the moments. the infrequent times that we meet up has made me appreciate their friendship so much more and i am growing very close to them. this year has been so so much fun, and while uni has gotten off to a rough start, i think i have found my place. And if i did get into dentistry i don't think the year would have turned out the way it has, and i don't think i would change any moment. and really, i could always do dentistry post grad, which means i can theoretically end up with two degrees which is  pretty awesome. although i think my life has been so much better because of the people around me, i think thats why i don't mind being in pharmacy. 

Love Squealer.