i wanna be a billionaire

oh my, the first glee episode for season 2 was amazing, i didn't want it to end, i was seriously watching the time and savoring every moment. you know i love a tv show when i get off tumblr/internet and actually watch tv. i haven't watched a proper tv show on tv for a while, its just that i hate commercials and hate having to adhere to a time schedule, i like to do my own thing. anywhoo fantastic episode, the songs were done very well, love the empire state of mind song and the telephone one. well my point is that you should have watched it, it is awesome.

Rachael looks quite mean in this screen shot.

my mood has been pretty gone downhill from when i got home from uni. i got my Umat results today and all i can say is that i did better then last year, not by much but still. i got what i was aiming for so i guess that's ok. but it also means the chances of me getting into dent are very very slim at the moment. i think i need to go on some soul searching someday and reevaluate my life and figure what is that i want to do for the rest of my life. i envy those who know exactly what they want. i feel as if i am not mature enough to make that decision because i feel like i hardly know myself well enough to know where i want to be. i'm still a kid and i can barely make any decisions let alone the big important ones. i guess, i just run away from my life a while, just take off by myself and see where the world leads me to. i just want to take some time off and go to a place where i have never been and in an environment that is so different to what i am used to, away from school, results and exams away from anything academically related, you know? sometimes i get really jealous of those who know what they want, where i feel like i'm drifting, kinda like a pointless life. ok i am going to stop there because i am depressing myself and being dramatic as usual.

I am loving Brandon Flower's new album, it is so so good. i love it, maybe even enough to buy the actual album, well maybe i shall buy it when he goes on tour to australia which i wish he would do soon because i would love to meet him in real life, and maybe start hyperventilating. anywho you guys should check it out if you have a chance, my favourite songs are only the young, crossfire and swallow it. i have a soft spot for Brandon Flowers because he was my first band guy crush, there's this part in the Mr Brightside, where he does this pout, everytime i see it, it makes me goes spastic and my heart go all gooey. i have seen the video clip so many times and i still have the same reaction, i love love love it. his pout is so awesome.

oh my. 

Ok so two things you should take away from this post.
watch glee and watch the mr brightside video and look out for Brandon's pout.

Much Love
Squealer.