fuel to the fire

i should start blogging more on this blog, i have been a bit neglectful of my tumblr blog, i just can't be bothered anymore and with exams luming very fast, i'm not sure i have time. speaking of exams, my exams timetable is very bad, i have a massive break inbetween exams which mean i get less holidays and the break will make me procrastinate as usual, because i think i will start my holiday mode very early which is bad because then i would not study properly for the last two exams after the break. anywhoo i am quite pissed off but what can you do? at least i still get a couple months of holidays, and and and then soundwave which i am very excited for, i keep thinking about in my head, thinking of scenarios and how the day would pan out, yes i have a lot of time on my hands and i like to think a lot on my walks. so far, i've got my friends and i chatting up heaps of bands and clicking right away and become besties for the day. also i've got me making eye contact with some of the bands people or even better reaching out to hold the hand of a singer, which might also make me faint depending on who the singer is, i'm hoping nevershoutnever, but maybe john o? but i don't know john that well, maybe he can hold M's hand and i can take a photo and i can do a little wave, wait i can't wave in the middle of a mosh pit because that doesn't work because it wouldn't look like a wave, but it will just look like i'm moshing. ok i just wrote down my whole train of thought there, hope you guys was able to follow that. 

today i went to badminton as usual, but this time i went without V for the first time, but it was ok i had B and sometimes M when she wasn't invading my personal space ;) we went old school and actually paid for the courts this time, because the other times we used to sneak in but a couple of weeks ago, we kinda got busted and i think the msac workers got suspicious. i was playing with R, M, C, B, L and J (ahaha that just looked like random letters) which was good but i think i still suck, and i am not getting any better. man it was so weird without V, kinda felt like i was drifting. i find it hard for myself to approach a social group even if they are my friends unless i have my security blanket. i'm just not the sort of the person that gets along with everyone and i make everything awkward without even trying, but managed to tone down the awkwardness and tuned up my quietness. also i think i didn't know some of the people which made me a bit more reluctant. ok so i think that me and social situations do not mix. i was excited afterwards because we were going to get free icecream later at a new ice cream place. i love free stuff as you do when you're Asian. i was really looking forward to getting the rainbow flavour but i guess it's not really an asian flavour, the ice cream place was asian. yeah i was trying to describe the concept of the flavour "rainbow"to B because he was a bit perplexed but i all i could say that it tasted like "rainbow" which didn't really help with the understanding. yeah i kept repeating rainbow. anywho i got a mango sorbet and it came in a waffle bowl, it very nice and satisfying also maybe the free-ness contributed to the niceness of the sorbet. the prices are quite expensive and i wouldn't go to the place again, maybe if it was cheaper in the future, but i highly doubt that will happen. the voucher was restricted to 2 per table so our group kinda took over a lot of the tables. 

imagine that there was only one scoop and it was orange and there you have it, what i ate =)

yuummm i have a craving for rainbow ice cream now. 

also i'm contemplating going to the retrostar tomorrow because i would like to get some nice vintage dresses but i really could not be bothered going, and plus i do have quite a lot of clothes, so i shouldn't really add to it, but then again you can never have to many clothes but i guess you don't have an endless supply of money. maybe i will just wait for the next one. actually i do this everytime there is a retrostar sale, i always think about going but then i never do, i am so so predictable. 

anywho that was my lovely friday, always a nice ending to the school week. how were your fridays?

i am very excited for tomorrow(today) as i am going over to my friend's house for a sleepover and fun times which also means use of my camera, which also means you guys can looks forward to an update on sunday about fun times we had with photos this time and you guys can be sad that you were not there. ahaha i'm kidding, i don't meant to gloat, hmm is that the right word? anyways, until next time. 

Much Love, Squealer.