the big jump

well i am really dreading tomorrow.
since we get our mid-year results,
i don't mind chemistry
but i really don't want my physics results,
the thing is the exam was fairly easy
and i did everything ok but i made a stupid mistake
so that will bring my mark down,
and because it was easy, the percentage to get an A+
would be uber high and i think i loss too many marks.
now i'm going to be so ashamed
to get anything lower than an A+
for physics, i know that it's going to be one of my bottom four subjects,
and i can still get over 40 with an A
(assuming that's what i get)
it still kinda sucks,
and because everyone's expecting me to get high
and heaps of other people will get A+ too.
it's going to be like psychology all over again.
yes i know i'm being dramatic, but be thankful
you don't actually physically see me when i get my results.
because my friends hate it when i'm like that.
(all whiny and complaining and self deprecating).


well to cheer myself up,
i'm going to buy some
highschool musical cosmetics at target afterwards,
because they're on sale,
and some lollies to eat away the pain.

there's nothing much happening next week.
and there's not much to look forward to,
i guess my birthday's coming up
but i'm having a really belated party.
and it's still in a month.

also i've got to do more work for yearbook.
i feel so bad because i haven't done much.
oh and i've got to go do something right now.


bye bye

Love Squealer.