the great stench

"are you star wars?"
"how can one person be an entire movie?"
ahh, i love big bang theory.

well today i found out how much i suck in arguments
and fighting, which does kinda of screw up my back-up plans
to be lawyer. well at least i do try.
also my friends informed me that i'm a sheep
(not literally of course)
which is weird because i always thought myself as being eccentric,
in some aspects i guess i do tend to follow people,
but not all the time
i was trying to find instances where i was not a sheep,
but i couldn't think of anything,
i did say high school musical,
but my friend said that was following the disney craze.
well yeah, i really don't like the idea of being a sheep,
so i guess i have to change,
i mean how much more different can i be?
(you would understand if you knew me)
anywhoo, i'm trying to keep in an emotional equilibrium
for the UMAT tomorrow,
still unsure of what to do in the morning,
i was thinking of hanging around school because i don't want to stay home.
i would go to spotlight but i feel bad,
because i haven't done anything to deserve to go to spotlight.

i've decided to buy the hannah montana bead set
after i get my mid-year results,
because i have a feeling it's going to make me sad.
well best not to jinx it so moving on...

i finally searched up the lyrics to 'not fair' by lily allen,
because they played it at our formal but i never took notice of the lyrics,
they played it during eating,
and my friend say how inappropiate.
so i looked up the lyrics, and oh my gosh,
it is very inappropiate and gross and crosses the border
that i don't want to talk to about.


well even though i haven't finished all the UMAT drills,
i've decided to stop after i got a very satisfactory percentile,
so i can end on a happy note.

wish me luck.




Love, Squealer.