Wonder Why

Its always amazes me how i can never really wake up earlier than i have to, for the past couple of weeks i have been setting my alarm about an hour before i really have to wake up but all i do is turn off the alarm when it rings and linger around in bed. Although i have woken up early a couple of times to do some extra studying but those times were rare. I try to wake up about an hour before uni starts which gives me plenty of time to get ready and have a proper slowly eaten breakfast. Why can't i be an early bird? To be happy and chirpy so early takes a lot of energy and frankly i have better things to channel that energy into.

Today was a pretty standard uni day, prac and lectures and internet on the ipod.
My housemate had a little gathering with her dent friends and they were coming around 8ish. I was making some chips to eat because i needed to get rid of my potatoes and chips were the easiest option. By 7.40, so people came and i let out a little squeal, and talking to the stove "Come on, cook faster!". Yeah i was still cooking my chips and the kitchen is right where the entrance is so i was bound to be seen. Luckily they came early to buy some alcohol, so finally i was alone again (with my other housemate). Its kinda sucks that I don't have a socially awkward friend to hang out with, i haven't found someone to connect with.
So while the gathering was going on, i was in my room, having my own little party, which just consisted of me dancing along to The Maine and pretending i was on stage singing their songs, it felt pretty awesome even though i probably looked like an idiot.
I didn't really want to study so i decided to clean up in the kitchen, there were heaps of cups left from the party so i clean those up and the rest of the dishes. then i wiped down all the benches and changes bags for the bin. I would have done a vacuum but its late and i didn't want to make a lot of noise. Man, i can't believe i would choose cleaning over studying. Although i found that cleaning has a therapeutic effect on me, very calming and soothing. I think there's just something about cleaning by yourself at night, anyone feel the same way?

So I was mucking around with the camera, i think i am a closet camera whore, though the photos i like to take of myself usually are made to be laughed at or me doing funny expressions.
So this is my post its, i love writing little notes for myself on post its, i think its the best reminder system for me and it works. i basically put anything that comes to mind on a post it.
I made a "WTK" bracelet but unfortunately the lettering didn't come out that clear. And most of the photos are me mucking around, i really like the panoramic feature though my hands are really shaky.

Love Squealer.