We Are Birds.

I am currently listening to my psych lecture which i have been skipping because the lecture goes for two hours and i can't pay attention. Also it gives me a four hour break to myself to catch up on my sleep. I've been sleeping really late for the past couple of weeks, so i'm quite moody and tired and quiet in the mornings. So i am using this weekend to catch up on everything, which so far isn't working so well because i keep getting distracted but i am getting there very very slowly.

Lately, i have had far too much fan girling, so i'm thinking i need to go on a detox. Sometimes its really hard when the bands makes videos that induces so called fan girling. I think i just need a break, because every time i fan girl, i run through an excessive amount of emotions, a general euphoria, but there are definitely moments of sadness. I get insanely jealous when there are clips of their concerts because it is a harsh reminder that my experience is over and slowly becoming a faded memory. So hopefully this detox can help get back to my normal self, and keep me not distracted and help me concentrate on studying. In saying that, knowing me, i know i will find another distraction somewhere in some form or another. 

My perfume collection has expanded which i am really happy about although i did invest quite a bit of money into getting them. So there are about 6 or 7 more perfumes that i want to get before i will be happy with my collection, but the bad thing is that they are all pretty expensive perfumes so it will probably take me a while to buy them all. Also I'm in a spending ban, after purchasing all those perfumes, so now i can only spend money on food, actual food not junk food.

Am currently craving blueberries with pancakes, too bad i don't have any blueberries laying around.

Love Squealer.