Speak Now

I should really stop listening to Taylor Swift's leaked songs from her album because by the time the album comes out, i won't listen to it anymore. anywho i'm listening to "Speak Now" which is apparently the new name of her album. Its obviously about love but its like grown up love well not love in high school anymore. "Speak Now" is about a girl stopping a wedding because she liked the guy and she knew the bride wasn't right for the guy. I like the song itself, but something about the message bugs me. I don't like the whole idea of showing up to a wedding to stop it, except maybe in Shrek. I mean i would hate for someone to interrupt my wedding and tell me that the guy that i am marrying is the wrong guy. And also if the guy didn't want to marry the girl in the first place, why didn't he just say something? Nooo he is going to be a weak person and let his lover do it for him. Ok maybe that was a little harsh and maybe i don't know the whole story and its only a song. Other than that, if you take the song for its love value, its pretty sweet i guess.

The past week has been pretty uneventful, the last week of first year uni went by normally, nothing special happened. thats the thing i miss about high school, when it is coming to an end, you can tell with the less amount of work and celebrations but at uni, its just like any other week. The last day was pretty fun. we did the whole badminton as usual and Y finally came after a year of forcing her to come, i wasn't really playing very well so i just spent most of the time with Y. Its sad to know that i would have to wait another month to hang out with the group but i guess it is something to look forward to. i wish i did a course that didn't have exams but i'm not really creative, artistic or can write which are the usual courses that have assignments. anywhooo, after badminton, half the group went with B to his sister's apartment, it was raining pretty heavily and hung out in the foyer which was really warm and nice waiting for B. I pretended that it was my house and we were watching tv, ok so i like to use my imagination, i loved playing house as a child.
so then we made our way to lygon street to eat at universal. the food was pretty good, but i wished i bought an entree because i couldn't finish the main. i ordered a chicken, mushroom and bacon in cream sauce pasta which after a while got a little too creamy which usually happens with creamy stuff. Then we went to Koko Black for dessert, they told us to sit outside because our group was a little big, i think some people didn't want to eat there anymore, so they got up and left, me and nug and V kinda felt bad so we decided to tell one of the staff because they had turned on the heaters for us. So we made our way to Max Brenner, where i had chocolate licks again but me and Nug wished that we had sneaked in strawberries like last time :) Then we all split up to go home, i got home at around 9.40, i didn't realized it was a little late. Yep overall very fun day though very few photos.

Over the weekend i did pretty much nothing except go on tumblr and watch Veronica Mars, because my friends gave me season 1 for my birthday. then i started making my friend's birthday present late sunday night because i didn't think that it would take that long but indeed it did. i made a set of pjs and a tshirt and half a dress. (i hope she doesn't read this because i've only given two thirds of the present ). i thought the t shirt was awesome, i made a mustache tshirt, wish i had taken a photo of it but i finished it really late last night, like really really late. (if you're S and you're reading this, please skip the next three lines :]) when i was making the dress, i didn't realized that it would turn out to look like a school uniform because its a blue dress with a white collar but i hope that once i make the scalloped hem, it would look less like a school dress.

 this is the fabric i used for the pjs, i have a huge roll of this fabric sitting in my room for a couple of years now

this is the cut out of the mustaches i used for the t-shirt, so imagine this in black felt on a white tshirt. 

So i went to sleep at 4.40 and then had to wake up at 7.30. And i have been feeling weird all day. i couldn't really concentrate while i was studying at school. i think i fell asleep while listening to a lecture. yeah i am doing pretty badly with my studying, i keep forgetting everything that i write down and its so hard to memorize the equations and mechanisms. oh wells i've got two weeks. oh yeah i met up with S in the morning which was pretty good but it was quite short because my train was running late, haven't seen her in a while and don't think that i will until after exams, maybe i could organize a study date and J too. ok so my study dates are an excuse to meet up with friends during exam period but i swear i do get some studying done.

Oh Veronica Mars, how can you be so awesome??

So basically this week will be full of cramming for my upcoming exams. Hopefully the studying works and i get into exams actually know what i am doing.
I better go now because my head feels funny, the feeling i get when i haven't gotten enough sleep.

Love Squealer.