Saturday, May 29, 2010

you're whacked.


i ate alot again 

and now i'm sitting here 
drenched in shame that i ate something unhealthy
and know i shouldn't
boy i never learn, 
but the food is so good 
i mean it's not gourmet food or anything
it was just chicken nuggets
but i had cravings so i caved 
i'm not a very strong person 
i give in to anything really. 

do you guys day dream a lot? 
in addition to my normal sleeping dreams 
which are surprising normal, 
like me going to school or going shopping 
or talking with friends, 
i do have weird dreams but never like supernatural or magical ones
if you know what i mean
yeah i'm not crazy or anything
but for some reason, some dreams
i think really happened 
like once my friend said she was on a cover of a magazine 
(in the dream)
and so (in real life) i was going to the library 
to check out the magazine, 
seriously i was walking towards the magazine section 
(with the intention of looking for the magazine)
and then i stopped and realized it was a dream, 
yes freaky and i reiterate i'm not crazy. 
anywho whenever i'm bored 
i always let my mind wonder 
and dream of different scenarios 
just relating to my life, 
like what would happen if i lived in "highschool musical" land 
and let me tell it was great  =)
and what would my daughter look like and
what happened if i had a daughter at 16 
(yes obviously influenced by gilmore girls)
and where would my life be in five years. 
point is...that it's fun to dream 
but just don't blur that line between dreams and reality 
and this is seriously bordering onto "whose reality" topic from year 12 english 
so i should stop here. 

(from we heart it)
crazy lights, 
which is the opposite of what i am 
ok ok i may be a little crazy 
but my grasp on reality is perfectly fine. 


Love Squealer. 

3 comments:

amber said...

don't know about normal dreams, but i had this really weird and SCARY dream, in which i knew i was dreaming, and i tried to wake up because it was so scary, but i found that i COULDN'T OPEN MY EYES.
:'(

zerloozer said...

everyone daydreams...
well most people do anyway.
and according to scientific studies, it is healthy to daydream especially if you are aware that you are daydreaming.

that is all
toodledo
and thank you for wishing me good luck with the interview

M said...

I love daydreaming =]
And wow you have normal dreams...I don't think I ever have normal ones
Btw that crazy light picture is pretty