Wednesday, May 19, 2010

PSAT-errific!

today was a pretty boring day 
nothing much happened, except i was able to crash a melb uni chem lecture
yeah it was boring but it was fun for the first five minutes 
there's so many people in the lecture theatre 
compared with pharm, oh and there are less asians. 
and i can tell that everyone is smart 
so that put a little damper on my spirits
not that they were high in the first place

i'm on a shopping ban at the moment
because savers is having a 50% off sale soon 
so i need some money to spend 
and i'm using it as a reward system 
so the more i study the more i get to spend 
but the thing is reward systems never work for me 
because i give in to myself and just end up rewarding myself 
even if i didn't do the thing i was meant to. 
i guess especially with exams coming up, 
that should be motivation to study 
i mean my mind is telling me to study 
but my body just ain't in sync with my mind 
i always have these day plans and to-do list 
in my head but you know
my body won't cooperate. 

it's been a while since my outfit posts 
partly because i couldn't be bothered
and i need to get a tripod so i can adjust my camera to a reasonable height 

blue cardigan: red berry 
shirt: vintage(thrifted)
skirt: vintage (thrifted)
tights: big w
you can see a hole in the toes
my stocking always get holes
even when they're really think 
also note the shirt is the cream one from 2 posts ago 
so have a look there for a closer look 
also i didn't actually end up wearing this 
because i usually take photos the day before when i'm deciding what to wear
i changed into black skinny legs. 
also i don't really like taking photos like this 
but i haven't learnt the focus properly on my camera
so this was the easiest way. 

cream blazer: mum's
dress: thrifted (more photos from two posts ago)
grey tights: big w 
yeah i also changed a bit with this outfit 
i wore a denim jacket instead of the blazer
it's weird because i haven't worn a denim jacket in a 8 years 
i felt really self conscious wearing it. 


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