but i'll be on the floor dead

stupid stupid stupid

note to self: never volunteer for any sort of physical activity 

especially if that certain activity will kill you. 

yes yes tad overdramatic, 

but i volunteered to do the beep test 

which is very stupid because

a) i suck at running

b) my fitness level isn't that great

c) i tend to hyperventilate and sweat heaps by the end

thus combining to create a very embarrassing moment in my life 

man i don't want to look like homer simpson, 

getting tired after running 2 metres!

i didn't mind doing it in school sport in front of people i know 

but this is uni and i hardly know these people. 

enough rant, suck it up.

for some reason, i always think that people have this grudge against me 

i think it's in my head, as it usually is, but i can't help but to feel tension

hmmm, confrontations aren't my thing 

also it could be my imagination.

i really like demi lovato 

love love her voice 

except for the fact that she's dating joe jonas 

not because i wanted to be his potential girlfriend 

but i just don't like him, he annoys me 

well i'm just judging from my limited view of him 

but i'm sure if i got to know him, he is an alright person.

nawww. puppies!

i really want a Pomeranian, 

but mum says i would never look after it. 

Love Squealer