permanent december

from here

from me. 

mmmm candy, from weheartit 

sometimes i wish i could fast forward my life into the future, when i'm married with kids and solely depending on my husband's salary so i can become a housewife so i can go shopping and live like Mrs Bass/Humphrey. yeah i aspire to be a housewife, i mean i do want a career but i will probably quit at the height of my success and focus on my children. but if i get bored, i will probably get a part time job. i just want to know how my life will turn out to know now that i have something to look forward to and that all the stuff that is happening to me is worth it in the end. but i guess that's the exciting part of life, right?

i'm actually liking my life right now, now that i'm on holidays and theres just over a week left, its gone by so fast. i love spending time with my friends, kinda like old times. its so weird that once i get back to uni, i won't spend so much time with my highschool friends and i have to go back to the routine of uni and my uni friends. they're a cool bunch but i'm more closer and comfortable with my high school bunch. i guess i have to try harder and talk more, its just that my uni friends aren't so 'childish' as my high school friends. i can't find the right word, yeah my high school friends are pretty random and we do the most weirdest things, i'm going to miss that when i go back.

Love Squealer.