quality over quantity

that picture makes me sad and reminisce about my high school days

which i miss terribly, i just miss seeing my friends every day 

and having so much fun in classes and doing all the crazy things

you see about a week ago it was "Jenny's Week"

but i couldn't really celebrate that at uni 

because there is only one other jenny (i think)

and i don't really have any close friends 

so they would just probably think i'm weird 

i haven't been able to come out of my shell 

and be more normal self as i am with my old friends yet.

so usually when i have a break from uni,

i usually pop over and visit my old friends

because no offence i rather spend time with them

though it's not going to help me in the long run 

well because i could be potentially 

spending the next 4 years with these people 

and i need to settle into a group of close friends

it took me about 2-3 years to settle into my high school friends

so the odds of me becoming open and comfortable soon

are highly unlikely, it's not them it me

i'm socially retarded and usually quiet most of the times in group situations.

well enough of that, the holidays so so so so close, 

and i have heaps of plans with my old friends

so hopefully they do go ahead.

on an unhappy note, 

for some reason my ps3 isn't working 

and i wanted to have a band hero party 

because i suck on my own 

and desperately need help from my friends. 

hope it gets fixed soon!

Love Squealer.