every rose has it's thorn

some inspiration for winter outfits. 

from sportsgirl style snaps 

these are clogs that i want to get but they are $150, i think 

i think she styled really good, better than i could, 

and its so much cooler that's she from melbourne

i assuming because the background sure looks like melbourne. 

from sportsgirls style snaps

i like the colours in the outfits, they brighten up the day and the monotonous colours. 

if only i could pull off blue tights and my best friend would co-ordinate her outfit with mine.

i can't remember where i got this from, but i think it was from weheartit

i really like the floral jumper, which i'm on the lookout for a cheap and warm one

well the past couple of days was pretty fun,they included a chunk of time waiting for public transport though. i was bored out of brains at home so i decided to go out. on sunday i went to dfo/spotlight.

i'm in the slow process of redecorating my room and first up: painting my shelves white 

well originally it was going to be yellow but i didn't have enough paint

so now i'm painting over the yellow with white. while in dfo, i bought some skirts. i really want to buy some lace up boots but they are so expensive and also i'm trying to find cheaper clogs but i failed, i actually don't know if i could walk in them though. well the search continues. 

on monday was my op shopping day. i found a couple things including another cardigan, an army-ish flowly jacket and some tops. it was so cold outside i didn't wear enough layer, i think my hands got frozen. 

and today i went to highpoint to grab some more paints, i was half rushing and shopping because i didn't want to use another metcard as my card expired at 3 o'clock. i was really nervous because the bus came late but luckily i validated at 2.59pm. so yay i didn't have to pay for another ticket. 

also on my op shops adventure, 

i went to cash converters to see if i could find some old slr cameras because i want some more lens for my camera but i didn't find any. i was looking at some dvds and decided to get 30 Rock season 1

because i thought it would be fun to watch and so far i think its pretty good. 

usually i never buy dvds, only if i really really like it

or its really cheap, i think 30 Rock fell into the latter category. 

well it wasn't that cheap but its holidays 

and i thought why not?

from google images

i finished listening to miley cyrus' new album and i quite like it, there are a few songs i like, but i think some of the songs sound the same. one of the songs sounds like another song that i cannot pinpoint at the moment. i reckon you guys should listen to it, but that't just me. 

Love Squealer.

put one foot in front

i am so boring and today was a boring day 

i laid in bed all day catching up on liar game 

which is basically a bunch of people who are given 100million yen 

which i think is $1millionAUD (where is AUD meant to go?)

and they have to participate in this game. 

there are different rounds in the games 

and the main objective is to lie and deceive to steal as much money

from the other players as you can.

if you do lose and get your money stolen

you have repay the 100million yen 

so yeah heaps of debt.

anywhoo there i was watching and then...i got the end of the 10 episodes

and realized that i didn't have the whole season 

i think i know what happens because i've watched season 2

but still, i was looking forward to finishing it off

i'm sorry S, but i think i like season 2 better 

maybe because it was the more newer one?

the thing about this drama is that

is very over dramatic and emphasizes facial expression and reactions a lot 

and takes forever to get to a point, 

through the progress of the season, they say these things

that triggers suspense and makes you wonder 

what is happening and the reasons for coming up with the liar game.

the main girl character is very naive 

and believes in everyone so she always gets her money stolen 

but luckily she has a friend whose a really good swindler

to help her out, i think she would be in so much debt 

if she didn't have his help.

she is just very honest and gullible

but i feel so sorry for her 

i mean i think she's a bit stupid in that 

she gets tricked every time by the other players 

and that really annoys you when you watch it 

because its so obvious the other person is lying. 

the games that the players play are really interesting as well 

and the tactics they come up with are really smart.

anywhoo i somehow really the like the girl protagonist 

i think she's really strong to get deceived all the time

and yet somehow still manages to believe in other people, 

i'd really admire that spirit and adherence to her beliefs 

even if they always torn down. 

i mean she is like the worst game possible for her character

it must suck to have your moral and ethics hammered everyday.

anywho there is a movie which is the end of the game

so i'm excited to see how things turn out 

and the secrets that are to be revealed. 

i love how more and more people are having blogs and other stuff like that, 

you may/may not know this

and i ashamed to admit,

but i love to facebook stalk, its pretty fun actually 

its not that i gain anything out of it 

because i have the time i actually don't understand what they are talking about 

but it makes me feel as if i'm still connected to them 

yeah that sounded weird, 

but a lot of my high school friends

i don't much contact with them 

and that makes me sad. 

that why i love reading other people's blog

mainly people i know, 

it still keeps me connected to them even without 

ever having contact with them. 

i miss my friends. 

at uni i just feel like i'm drifting, like i don't belong 

i do have my happy moments when i'm incredibly happy for some reason 

but other times i feel as if it's something i need to get through.

i'm currently listening to highschool  musical 

which never fails to cheer me.

thank you.

Love Squealer. 

take me along

     shirt: thrifted, jacket: thrifted, skirt: cotton on, tights: big w, flats: rubi 

i finally got a photo editing program, 

thought i try to recreate that vintage 

in a lame attempt to cover the crappy photo quality

i'm still using the flash and artificial light 

so i'm not liking how my photos are turning out 

compared to using natural light which looks way better

i just don't have enough expertise to manipulate settings

on my camera, i fiddle around with the buttons

but i seriously cannot tell the difference. 

i went to highpoint today 

and as i was looking through all the clothes store

i felt like i hated everything, 

there was nothing that really caught my eye, 

everything seemed just to be another version of the other

i was just getting sick of seeing the same things over and over.

except sportsgirl, i love that store 

but i'm so cheapo, i don't buy any clothes from there

usually i buy the accessories or the bags.

i love just looking around the store and the clothes, 

and then sighing when i look at the price tags. 

has anyone has really good experiences with commonwealth bank?

it seems every time i go there

the people are always so so nice

i am in love with their customer service, it is amazing, 

the staff are so nice and friendly

and always make you feel comfortable 

and this has happened in every commonwealth bank i've been to. 

i've only been to ANZ bank once (well twice) to open a bank account

and i hated their customer service, 

they opened up the wrong bank account

and the guy was on the computer the whole time 

and he didn't say a word to me 

or explain what he was doing

so i that i can know that i was opening the right bank account 

so that i didn't have to waste time

and go back the next day to change my bank account. 

yeah point is, everyone go to commonwealth bank 

or tell me if you've had bad experiences with commonwealth. 

oh and i organised my jewellery today, 

before it was in piles on top of my shelf

i put some thumb tacks on the side of the shelf 

and hung the jewelery on it

i think i do not wear about 80% of my jewelery

its because i'm too lazy to put them on 

and most of the time they do not match what i am wearing, 

but maybe if it is laid out neatly like this 

i would be motivated to be some jewelery on. 

Love Squealer. 

liberty walk

oh i have a craving for watermelon, 

darn winter season and lack of watermelons. 

today i went to replace some of my cards

yeah that was pretty boring process

partly because i had to wait  in line

and partly because filling out forms aren't that fun.

well to be specific, 

filling out forms for a purpose aren't fun 

i used to just collect forms 

and fill them out for fun, 

i dunno why i like doing that 

but it filled my time when i was bored. 

well i was just pondering my life today,

and i was wondering if i was happy or not with what i'm doing

i've always wanted to be a dentist

but i dunno if that is what i really want

or if i want to stick with pharmacy 

actually i just don't know 

i'm into believing that things happen for a reason 

i mean sure, i got swayed by money 

hence pharmacy at monash, 

but what is the bigger reason that i'm at monash?

anywhooo it gave me a headache, 

because i'm so indecisve about stuff

and sometimes i would just do things

without thinking or reason. 

i need an epiphany stat.

i also downloaded miley cyrus' new album 

i've listened to clippets of it 

and it's alright, i'm not quite sure

it's so weird how slutty miley has become

she had a billion photo scandals, 

but wouldn't her parents be concerned with her image?

what makes it weirder is that she's younger than me. 

but i do love her hair,

its so shiny and long and soft and luscious, 

especially in season 2 of hannah montana.

Love Squealer. 

thereby and sucky

oh i miss you

i am so so pissed off and annoyed. 

my wallet got stolen/lost today 

but i'm leaning towards the stolen side

i'm always careful about my wallet and belongings 

and i was thinking if i dropped it i would hear it 

or friends would see it. 

i realized i lost it when i went to diva and wanted to pay for something

it was pretty crowded in diva 

so i'm assuming someone might of taken it from my bag

but i put it in the compartment with a clasp 

and the weird thing is that my phone and ipod

was also in that compartment

so i wondering why that wasn't stolen. 

now i cannot trust anyone, 

it sucks because i always want to believe the best in people

and i didn't know people from diva could be dodgy

now i am more paranoid than ever. 

there wasn't much money in the wallet 

it's just a hassle having to replace everything

and my free movie ticket and lego usb was in wallet

jeez, you can keep everything else but just give me back those things. 

oh wells i guess it's not that bad i didn't lose that much 

not as bad as some people, 

i remember my friend who got her whole bag stolen. 

oh wells am trying to move on. 

on the plus side i got some jewellery from diva 

and some rubi flats

i wanted some boots but there were none in my size. bummer

at least i got to spend the day with my friends

so all in all, i guess it turned out okay 

just for the stupid fact that my wallet was stolen. 

i'm hoping that someone picked it up 

and would give it back to me. 

i'm hoping karma will help me

i don't think i've done anything bad. 

that's all. 

Love Squealer. 

clip clip

oh today felt good, doing nothing and sleeping in really late.

i was planning to clean my room but then i got lazy

i did find time to alter my thrifted clothes

and wash them because my hadn't washed them yet 

i thought i might as well do it and plus she was busy too. 

here's the alterations, 

sorry the pictures don't have a clear view of the dresses

i cropped my head out because i hadn't taken a shower yet

so my hair was greasy and i haven't brushed it yet either

i bought this dress without trying it on 

and i knew the waist was tiny 

but it had buttons so i thought i could squeeze into it 

but yeah i went home 

and try to put it on but the buttons didn't go down far 

for me to squeeze into the dress

so i bummed because i didn't know what to do 

then i decided to chop the dress in two 

so now i have a blouse/jacket

and a high waisted skirt

and if i want to wear a dress 

i could wear the jacket over the skirt 

so things worked out good in the end. 

this is the dress from two posts ago 

so go there if you want a clearer picture 

it looks so much better shorter and with short sleeves

i was going to get rid of the drop waist but i got lazy.

also my mum got me those stocking with the fleece lining

and oh dear it is so warm 

now i can wear as many dresses/skirts in winter. 

btw the black jacket pictured two posts

shrunk heaps while i washing it 

i was rinsing the water out and realized 

"hmmm, is it me or is it smaller?"

so i put it on while it was still damp 

and it had shrunk so so much 

it used to be pretty loose

i think the sleeves shrunk 

so now its 20cm shorter, 

its so weird because i handwashed it too

i'm a bit annoyed because i didn't want it to be so fitted

because i already have a fitted jacket.

sorry for the bad quality photos, 

i think blogger makes them worse. 

Love squealer

whoa oh!

i was on weheartit, looking for pictures

and i came across this photo of selena gomez

and i must say, she looks amazing 

personally i'm more of a demi lovato person 

but selena looks really mature 

well as mature as she can get,

she has such a baby face, which makes her look so young 

its a good thing, well for me, wish i look younger

yayyayyayyayyayyayyayyayayaayay!!!!

my exams are done, boy do i feel relieved

weird why do i feel more relieved for uni exams

than my year 12 exams, hmmmm

my year 12 exams were more important.

this exam period felt like ages and it was only for 11 days

each break inbetween exams was so long 

and boy did i procrastinate, getting so distracted by the internet.

the exam was so bad, there were a billion multiple choice 

i mean geez, tone it down a bit would ya?

and i wasn't happy with the amount of questions 

that i didn't know the answer to. 

oh wells, my expectations were so lowered 

after the exams so now i'm aiming for a pass. 

that makes me feel sad.

we went to yum cha afterwards

and i was excited by the fact that it was really cheap 

but i was kinda sick of yum cha 

but i ate heaps anyways to make the most of my money 

as you do when you're Asian. 

now i have four whole weeks to relax 

and fun and basically do whatever i want

yay i love holidays, 

i just hope when i get my results 

they are not so bad and i get a decent gpa.

anywhoo, here's an outfit post

it's from a few months back that i never posted

i try to do more better outfits soon as it's holidays 

and i will be home when there's enough daylight

and a better scenery, still getting the hang of my slr

i just don't have that creative flair.

because it's winter, i'm too cold to put together an ensemble 

that is barely worth posting 

i admire other bloggers who have outfit posts,

but their clothes always seem so thin and unwarm.

i like to layer it up in winter

but i still get so cold. 

(yeah, please ignore my face, 
i never know what to do with it)

cardigan: just jeans

t-shirt: imitation/some Asian brand

skirt: mum's 

(it's weird why my mum has heaps of businessy clothes

when she's never worked in a business place 

or required these types of clothes)

belt: just jeans

Stockings: big w 

well everyone stay warm 

(for those experiencing winter)

Love squealer.

quality over quantity

that picture makes me sad and reminisce about my high school days

which i miss terribly, i just miss seeing my friends every day 

and having so much fun in classes and doing all the crazy things

you see about a week ago it was "Jenny's Week"

but i couldn't really celebrate that at uni 

because there is only one other jenny (i think)

and i don't really have any close friends 

so they would just probably think i'm weird 

i haven't been able to come out of my shell 

and be more normal self as i am with my old friends yet.

so usually when i have a break from uni,

i usually pop over and visit my old friends

because no offence i rather spend time with them

though it's not going to help me in the long run 

well because i could be potentially 

spending the next 4 years with these people 

and i need to settle into a group of close friends

it took me about 2-3 years to settle into my high school friends

so the odds of me becoming open and comfortable soon

are highly unlikely, it's not them it me

i'm socially retarded and usually quiet most of the times in group situations.

well enough of that, the holidays so so so so close, 

and i have heaps of plans with my old friends

so hopefully they do go ahead.

on an unhappy note, 

for some reason my ps3 isn't working 

and i wanted to have a band hero party 

because i suck on my own 

and desperately need help from my friends. 

hope it gets fixed soon!

Love Squealer. 

thrifty finds

well today was meant to be a day of cramming for 
Pharm, health and society

but yeah i slept in really late and was procrastinating

because i don't really like the subject, 
there's so much vague and general information 

i went to kmart today in moonee ponds, 
because it was the closest proximity

they were selling those $5 flats like the cotton on/rubi flats

i love them because they're really comfortable 
and go with everything but the thing is i use them a lot 

so they tattered really easily, 
but i'm so reluctant to throw them away

even if the sole is broken 
and fabric lining is really stained and gross looking.

my mum told me to buy a couple to save 
because she knows i wear them a lot 

they were only selling 3 colours but i already had one 

so i bought two blacks ones (i figured i would wear them heaps)

and a silver metallic fabric one. 

the fit isn't as well as the rubi shoes ones, 

they don't hug your foot as much as the rubi shoes. 

seeing that we were already in moonee ponds

i wanted to visit an op shop, 

and luckily we did, they were having a 50% sale 

but there wasn't much i wanted to buy 

my hands were really tired from holding my things

and lifting my arms to reach the higher shelf

man i hate being short and having no upper body strength

well i don't have any lower body strength come to think of it. 

well here are my finds...

oversized jumper, $3.25

black jacket, $3.75

dress, $2

purple bolero, $2

Love squealer.

up in the sky

well the exam was ok, 

though some questions i had no idea what to do 

i couldn't even make up an answer

as i do when i don't know the answer.

well one more exam and then holidays. yay!

just perusing the internet and on modcloth

they have some pretty cool shoes...

if only i can wear heels, they just hurt too much.

all from modcloth 

Love Squealer.

fun fun fun and then study

i had quite a bit of fun studying today 

well there's wasn't so much studying was done

i spent two hours making models for a multiple choice question

yeah but i should of moved on, but the question was really bugging

it got me and my friend going at it for quite a bit

my friend said i make doing the practice exam sound fun, 

the thing is if i don't then i get bored easily 

and i cannot concentrate 

because let's face it chem and studying is pretty boring.

i think everything is more fun with your friends around 

and it helps if your friend is really smart and helps you out. 

my other friend is doing law and she was with her law friends

and they sounded so smart because they were going through some case studies

and while they were discussing the cases, they sounded so complicated

though they were talking heaps about weapons and stuff

so people might get the wrong idea...

i had a pretty good lunch with S

she had a voucher for the lord of the fries

so i decided it was a good idea because i've never tried them 

i got the parisian sauce because it sounded sophisticated

we got lucky because they accidentally gave us the box 

instead of the cone

so yay, more value for money! 

but it was too much and i was so full afterwards

the sauce was alright but i think it tasted like big mac sauce. 

then we went to the reject shop 

because i wanted to get a makeshift molecular bonding kit

which is basically matchsticks and blu-tack.

so after lunch i went back to studying, 

but i spent a bit of time colouring them in because

they only had the wooden coloured ones. 

so i'm partially sick at the moment, 

i always get like this, it's just half a blocked nose

but it's so uncomfortable and taking meds up the wazoo

and its not helping.

so for those who cannot be bothered reading the entire post,

here's a picture log of my day.

studied at...

studying...

(organic chem)

for lunch...

bought...

took...

so long for now

Love squealer.