sorry for the lack of posts, i've been pretty busy lately
studying it up (not really) for uni
because i have been slacking off for the first couple weeks.
anywhoo not much has happened during the past couple of weeks
i haven't seen my old school friends in ages and i'm really missing them
i keep saying my life sucks
because nothing is going the way i planned
and the only thing i guess is keeping me going is that
hopefully next that i will be in bendigo next year
with my best friend.
right now i'm in a lecture
and it's really boring,
i'm finding it so hard to pay attention in lectures
i have a really short attention span. hehe
although i know i should listen
because exams are coming up sooon.
on another note, i've been planning my 19th birthday
i still have no idea what to do
because i can't decide what to do
there's too many choices
and i can't decide whether to have a small intimate party
or a big one
not that i can ever have a massive one anyways
because i don't know that many people
darn me being antisocial
i love being antisocial it's fun,
though it does't help with the awkward silences
when i'm with someone
most of the time i have nothing to say
it's only to a few people that i can talk to
but it's like i'm not trying,
i swear i try, granted not very hard.
i've been going op-shopping a lot
because it's one of the few things that make me happy
and i want to start up a clothing line
so i can sell some of the clothes that i make
but i never have time
i hate being so lazy and plus i've got to concentrate on my studies
otherwise i will fail in which i will fling myself off the building.
i don't think i have accomplished any of my resolutions for the year
here's hoping that i find happiness with my life soon.
Love Squealer.
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