i love you, idiot

hehe sorry about the lack of posts lately

i've been too tired from uni and whatnot

well my mid semester break has gone by really really really fast

and i have assignments and tests to study for,

oh i am soooo behind

but i do have a plan and a deadline

hopefully i stick to it.

i hate my course, ie pharmacy

well i guess hate is a strong word

but it's so boring and i don't like my campus

it's so small and so high-school like

which means uni life is so boring

so i end up just hanging out at melbourne uni anyways

(it's so pretty btw)

my friend and i were talking (via text messages)

and she made me realise that i'm going to have wait to another five years

before i get a boyfriend,

which is scary and sad seeing that i do want to get married by 25.

hmmmm not a lot of time.

well the thing is that there are not a lot of choices at my campus

and plus i'm socially retarded, not the best quality.

i went to sydney for a couple of days to visit my family

whom i haven't seen for ages.

my little cousin is so cute and smart

i try to talk to her in english

and she kinda understands

but then i tend to speak more complicated words

because i'm not used to baby talk.

and i saw my close cousin who is about 4 years older than i am

she has such an amazing wardrobe, and makes me want to buy more clothes

with my non-existent money.

ohh i want a leather (/like) jacket but they're all so pricey,

i can't justify spending hundreds on a jacket

especially i have no income coming in

and no jobs anytime in the future.

but i'm learning not to be as stingy in money

as when i used to be,

i'm more lenient and relaxed,

but it's kinda making me spend more

oh life, such a vicious circle.

back to Sydney,

my cousin took me to Newcastle with her friends for the day

and yes i was awkward and very quiet

but i'm used to those kinds of situations.

it was pretty and they were fishing

not my thing, i just sat on a rock and held onto the rod

i half caught a fish but it was one of those poisonous ones

and i got scared because i don't like seeing gross things

and moved away and gave the rod to my cousin.

then i visited my aunt and other cousin

which was nice because i haven't seen them in ages

and i found out that my cousin is also doing pharmacy

so i found something to talk about

thus there wasn't so much awkwardness

as usual when i'm in social situations.

then my cousin took me op shopping

and it's so weird seeing such a big vinnies store

kinda like savers in melbourne.

but i was feeing tired so i cbf looking

thats the bad thing about big op shops

the size and amount of stuff really puts you off.

but we went to another vinnies and it was a bit smaller

and there was a sale so of course i had to buy something

also i wanted to achieve something out the trip

the shop had amazing jumpers and cardigans

i bought some winter stuff and so cheap

i shall post up photos when i get a chance

but i think i'm really satisfied with my purchases.

and i finally found a red jacket,

i love it, the cut is a bit long

maybe because i'm just too short.

and yeah that's basically my sydney trip.

i would like to go again with friend

and go to the markets in the city.

oh and quick outfit post

because i haven't done one in ages

but i accidentally deleted a photo in my orange cardigan

but promise that i will take another.

blazer: thrifted (from salvos)

blouse/shirt: thrifted (from cheltenham op shop)

jeans: sportsgirl

Bye guys!

Love Squealer