Obsessed

Why do I just lie awake And think of you. I need some sleep Tomorrow I have things to do

Everytime I close my eyes I see your face So I try to read But all I do is lose my place

Am I obsessed with you? I do my best not to want you But I do all the time, I do all the time

Obsessed By Miley Cyrus

this is exactly i feel about a certain someone these days.

actually i think this is the first that i've told someone,

yes to you guys, don't you feel lucky?

i'm not the sort of person to divulge in the personal details of my life

yes yes, let's fester our problems and thoughts into a tumor.

i don't really have anyone that i can talk to about these things

well there's my best friend

but i hardly see her and we haven't been hanging out

just us two lately.

i think i come off as really needy in my messages to her

but i miss her so much and i don't have that many friends

and certainly not many friends that i can totally relate to.

well yeah but that someone, i think it started as a little crush

but it's grown everytime we meet,

(granted we haven't met for that much)

i feel so happy whenever i'm with that someone

i dunno, i'll probably never initiate anything

because i'm really scared of rejection

and i guess not having anything

is better than risking everything for a maybe good outcome

but there's the rejection which i don't want.

yes i'm chicken. yes you can cue the chicken noise.

but that's all i'll say on that subject.

because sharing this makes me feel really weird.

i'm so glad this week is over,

i had two assignments and a test to do

ok i think i failed the test because i didn't really study

properly, ok shoot me but i don't like physiology!

that's why i didn't do biology

and i don't like learning a chunk of information

and regurgitating it out. i hope i passed

but there's a huge chance that will not

so that means i have to really ace the exams

so that means i have study,

which is not really working at the moment

because i'm not that dedicated

and nothing sinks in when i read my notes

and do questions so i don't know what to do.

ekkkk, help me please!

and its 3 day weekend which means i shall try to study

wish me luck and hope that i won't be sleeping that whole time

or blanking staring at my notes and then getting angry

and resulting in me ripping up my notes.

poor notes it's not their fault

that their owner is crazy.

ohh i am soo excited for chorals,

which my high school's musical/dance/acting thing

it is so cool and always so funny

and the singing is so amazing

yes i do have a soft spot for really good singers

they give me chills because they're sooo good

but then it reminds that my voice sucks

and makes me depressed that i can't sing.

anywhoo it's on in one week

and i can't wait!

here some outfit posts,

just some outfits that i wore to uni.

sorry for bad photo quality,

i really want a slr camera

but they're sooo pricey.

nothing fantastic but i thought you guys might appreciate it

or not, up to you.

t-shirt: op shop 

jeans: cotton on 

hat: op shop 

knit jumper: vintage from op shop 

jeans: sportsgirl

Love Squealer.