Hello guys!
It's been ages, hasn't it? Well partly because i'm so tired after work
And i'm too lazy to do anything, so i just eat and sleep.
And partly my life isn't really that interesting so nothing much has happened,
unless you want to hear about my boring tales at work,
it's better left unsaid.
Reflections on 2009:
Well the year went really fast and i'm really sad that it's over,
because 2010 means a lot of changes for me that i'm not ready for.
i've have grown to love school and love my routine and seeing all my friends everyday.
Year 12 has been so much fun while at times it was a tad stressful,
i never thought i have so much enjoyment and evolve as a person,
i have tried not to be as socially awkward and unsociable such as avoiding people,
well i guess that part has improved and i have built closer relationships with certain people
and expanded my social network. I'm going to miss everyone so much.
It's hard to find a group of friends that accept that way that i am
because an 18 year old squealing and whinging is annoying,
and where can i dress like a child and not be judged?
I don't think i can wear my fluro orange cardigan in uni.
Well things didn't turn out the way i wanted (results and stuff like that),
I've learnt to realise that i always have options
and while my future is still undecided and i dunno if i'm going to get into dentistry,
i'm not that fussed and i'm not that worried.
As a bonus this setback reminds of Rory Gilmore,
who has a setback in season 7, where she didn't receive the internship that she wanted,
therefore i am becoming more like her which is great because she is my idol.
Anywhoo, i'm going to miss my classes,
where we basically sat around talking and mucking around,
you're not allowed to talk in lectures, well at least people will hate you if you do.
well i don't specifically remember much,
but i feel happy when i look back and i do have heaps of photos,
granted not much of me though but oh wells.
Resolutions for 2010:
1. Be more social and not so quiet.
i guess the reason why i'm so quiet is that i'm not witty or anything so i don't have much to say, plus i talk really quietly around unfamiliar people so it kinda gets un-noticed anyways. But i did make more friends in 2009 allowing to be more open and comfortable.
2. Learn to be witty.
I love gilmore girls. if i only i was well-read and smart.
3. Exercise.
I've stopped going for runs because i'm so exhausted from work
but now that work has finished and i just bought new proper runners, i should put them to good use.
4. Re-learn the guitar.
i never really practiced much when i had lessons, so i'm really bad. i hate short stubby fingers.
5. Get ears pierced.
i always sigh when i go past really pretty earrings.
6. Accept change more openly.
i love my routine and if i do go to bendigo, that's going to be a huge change for me. Living in a small town is kinda not that appealing but it will peaceful.
7. Try to be in the top10 in my course.
i dunno how i will do in uni, seeing that it's so different to highschool but hopefully i keep my work ethics and study hard.
8. Get a fashion sense.
I need more pretty clothes.
9. Make more clothes and actually finish the project.
I always start making things but i never finish. short really increase my concentration span.
I can't think of anymore but i will keep adding when something pops up.
Work:
Working a lot has made me appreciate perfumes,
that doesn't really make sense, what i mean is that i pay more attention to them
and i getting the hang of perfumes and knowing them and recommending them.
i used to use marykate and ashley perfume and hilary duff perfume
but those seem so immature compared to better perfumes,
so i bought the ralph hot because it was pretty cheap.
another bonus is that i made heaps of money
but that is tempting me to spend more though,
so hopefully i can save at least a bit of it.
Grampians Weekend:
The grampians is amazing and really makes you appreciate nature.
it is massive and i really want to go again with my friends
but the thing is that none of us can drive so that's a big setback.
i went with my cousin and her friends,
because i'm really socially retarded, i was basically a mute the whole time
but i did have heaps of fun.
Another thing is that i had my first drink: soho with lemonade.
it was nice but i usually only like melon/watermelon favoured things,
and i thought my first drink would be those vodka cruisers/alcopops,
but i guess this is more 'sophisticated'. we all stayed up really late but it was ok.
i was thinking how much fun it would be if i was with my friends.
the accommodation was a townhouse and it was so pretty and modern.
we saw waterfalls and that was so pretty and spectacular
although the walk there made me realise how unfit i am. there were a lot of stairs.
plus i had volleys which aren't the best shoes to walk/hike in.
i did hike a really hard trail, it was steep and lots of rocks, no flat ground.
it was meant to be for an experienced hiker but i made it.
it was so worth it. the views were breathtaking and it was high.
it's so weird hanging out with older people (no offence)
they were about 10 years older so there wasn't much connection, but i managed.
they tried to include me in so i'm grateful for that..
otherwise i could imagine how awkward it would be.
Another thing is that i went to a club filled with Asians,
my friends kinda know me for my 'racist' comments
but i try to explain that it wasn't racist but they kinda over ride me,
so i better refrain from saying anything that will incriminate me.
i've never been to a club before but it's all the same.
it's just like social and formals.
i don't like people touching me and i can't dance so i was really self-conscious.
the music is too late and the space is really small,
i also learnt that alcohol is very expensive, for something that make you more stupid.
i could think of heaps of things that i could use the money with.
i also realised that if i opened a bar/club i would be rich.
that could be another thing for Hilashry. (only my friends would get that but you could try)
yes it was a lot of firsts for me.
it was kinda sad, because i wanted to do those things with my friends.
I'm tired of typing so i'll add a part 2 one day.
Stay safe guys.
will add photos later, they take ages to upload.
Love Squealer.
It's been ages, hasn't it? Well partly because i'm so tired after work
And i'm too lazy to do anything, so i just eat and sleep.
And partly my life isn't really that interesting so nothing much has happened,
unless you want to hear about my boring tales at work,
it's better left unsaid.
Reflections on 2009:
Well the year went really fast and i'm really sad that it's over,
because 2010 means a lot of changes for me that i'm not ready for.
i've have grown to love school and love my routine and seeing all my friends everyday.
Year 12 has been so much fun while at times it was a tad stressful,
i never thought i have so much enjoyment and evolve as a person,
i have tried not to be as socially awkward and unsociable such as avoiding people,
well i guess that part has improved and i have built closer relationships with certain people
and expanded my social network. I'm going to miss everyone so much.
It's hard to find a group of friends that accept that way that i am
because an 18 year old squealing and whinging is annoying,
and where can i dress like a child and not be judged?
I don't think i can wear my fluro orange cardigan in uni.
Well things didn't turn out the way i wanted (results and stuff like that),
I've learnt to realise that i always have options
and while my future is still undecided and i dunno if i'm going to get into dentistry,
i'm not that fussed and i'm not that worried.
As a bonus this setback reminds of Rory Gilmore,
who has a setback in season 7, where she didn't receive the internship that she wanted,
therefore i am becoming more like her which is great because she is my idol.
Anywhoo, i'm going to miss my classes,
where we basically sat around talking and mucking around,
you're not allowed to talk in lectures, well at least people will hate you if you do.
well i don't specifically remember much,
but i feel happy when i look back and i do have heaps of photos,
granted not much of me though but oh wells.
Resolutions for 2010:
1. Be more social and not so quiet.
i guess the reason why i'm so quiet is that i'm not witty or anything so i don't have much to say, plus i talk really quietly around unfamiliar people so it kinda gets un-noticed anyways. But i did make more friends in 2009 allowing to be more open and comfortable.
2. Learn to be witty.
I love gilmore girls. if i only i was well-read and smart.
3. Exercise.
I've stopped going for runs because i'm so exhausted from work
but now that work has finished and i just bought new proper runners, i should put them to good use.
4. Re-learn the guitar.
i never really practiced much when i had lessons, so i'm really bad. i hate short stubby fingers.
5. Get ears pierced.
i always sigh when i go past really pretty earrings.
6. Accept change more openly.
i love my routine and if i do go to bendigo, that's going to be a huge change for me. Living in a small town is kinda not that appealing but it will peaceful.
7. Try to be in the top10 in my course.
i dunno how i will do in uni, seeing that it's so different to highschool but hopefully i keep my work ethics and study hard.
8. Get a fashion sense.
I need more pretty clothes.
9. Make more clothes and actually finish the project.
I always start making things but i never finish. short really increase my concentration span.
I can't think of anymore but i will keep adding when something pops up.
Work:
Working a lot has made me appreciate perfumes,
that doesn't really make sense, what i mean is that i pay more attention to them
and i getting the hang of perfumes and knowing them and recommending them.
i used to use marykate and ashley perfume and hilary duff perfume
but those seem so immature compared to better perfumes,
so i bought the ralph hot because it was pretty cheap.
another bonus is that i made heaps of money
but that is tempting me to spend more though,
so hopefully i can save at least a bit of it.
Grampians Weekend:
The grampians is amazing and really makes you appreciate nature.
it is massive and i really want to go again with my friends
but the thing is that none of us can drive so that's a big setback.
i went with my cousin and her friends,
because i'm really socially retarded, i was basically a mute the whole time
but i did have heaps of fun.
Another thing is that i had my first drink: soho with lemonade.
it was nice but i usually only like melon/watermelon favoured things,
and i thought my first drink would be those vodka cruisers/alcopops,
but i guess this is more 'sophisticated'. we all stayed up really late but it was ok.
i was thinking how much fun it would be if i was with my friends.
the accommodation was a townhouse and it was so pretty and modern.
we saw waterfalls and that was so pretty and spectacular
although the walk there made me realise how unfit i am. there were a lot of stairs.
plus i had volleys which aren't the best shoes to walk/hike in.
i did hike a really hard trail, it was steep and lots of rocks, no flat ground.
it was meant to be for an experienced hiker but i made it.
it was so worth it. the views were breathtaking and it was high.
it's so weird hanging out with older people (no offence)
they were about 10 years older so there wasn't much connection, but i managed.
they tried to include me in so i'm grateful for that..
otherwise i could imagine how awkward it would be.
Another thing is that i went to a club filled with Asians,
my friends kinda know me for my 'racist' comments
but i try to explain that it wasn't racist but they kinda over ride me,
so i better refrain from saying anything that will incriminate me.
i've never been to a club before but it's all the same.
it's just like social and formals.
i don't like people touching me and i can't dance so i was really self-conscious.
the music is too late and the space is really small,
i also learnt that alcohol is very expensive, for something that make you more stupid.
i could think of heaps of things that i could use the money with.
i also realised that if i opened a bar/club i would be rich.
that could be another thing for Hilashry. (only my friends would get that but you could try)
yes it was a lot of firsts for me.
it was kinda sad, because i wanted to do those things with my friends.
I'm tired of typing so i'll add a part 2 one day.
Stay safe guys.
will add photos later, they take ages to upload.
Love Squealer.
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