Undetermined

After knowing that i needed biology as a prequisite for dentistry.
i've been having second thoughts about
whether i really wanted to do dentistry or not.
right now i'm sure unsure of
what i really really want to do with my life.
and i hate that feeling,
because i've always wanted to be a dentist ever since high school.
it's just i hate my future being so undecided and unclear.
i've always known what i wanted (in life),
and there was always something for me to follow,
primary high school, high school but now i have to decide universities.
i don't want to go into a course that i would drop.
i really want to work as soon as possible.
but right now i have no idea what i want from my future.
i never really was interested in medicine,
but right now im actually considering it
and i'm also considering law/biomed at monash.
i know a lot of people haven't considered what they want,
but that's not me, usually for major life decisions,
i'm quite focussed.
but i'm feeling as if i'm working so hard
and i don't think it's rewarding enough.

i should maybe start taking some work experience,
in the respective fields to see what it's like.
i think i'm going to do that.
i can do it with some relatives
so that might helpful.
because i don't think ppl would want to hire a random girl to hover over them.
but it might do some good.

on a another note,
only a week and a half til holidays
and there are a couple of parties that i'm looking forward to.
i should be allowed to go, or whatever i'll sneak out.
i've done my exams, and i've studied
there no reason why i shouldn't be allowed.



























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Love,
Squealer