The Weight

I think I have taken Google Chrome for granted, for some reason it stopped working over the weekend along with my other internet browsers. As a person who spends her whole on the internet, this was a very frustrating problem. I tried a solution and now I can use firefox and IE but i still can't use Chrome. I'm not sure if it's just my laptop and there could be a virus on it, but the other browsers are so laggy!! I really get irritated when using it, but I really have no other choice. I don't think I have a virus because I've ran a number of scans on the computer. Oh I wish I was at home, so my brother can fix it. I was even contemplating getting a cheapish replacement laptop just so I can use Chrome. I guess it's about time I got a replacement laptop, but I have grown accustomed to it, despite it's spontaneous freezes and dead battery (those problems may have been my fault, all that mishandling...). So if any of you are computer whizzes out there, please help!

Well, uni has been so-so this week, I still ask myself why I turn up to these lectures. Its the last week of uni, so I 'm trying to hold it out until then. Timetabling came out yesterday for semester 2, and unfortunately I can't get Friday off, they really like to spread their classes, don't they? However, I can do the next best thing and organize lectures on Thursday and Friday so there's the option of lectopia-ing. I hope I would be able to lock in those classes when enrollment starts. For me, its gets a point when I sort of know more and more people, but it's in that awkward stage when I don't know whether I should acknowledge them or not, I always choose the latter. I think it was better when people didn't know who I was, except for the few people I hang out with.
Oh I also have a moral dilemma, so last week i did a prac exam for anatomy and coming out of it, I was unsure of whether I had past or not. I was mentally calculating my wrong answers and there were a lot. But when I checked my result, I had gotten way more than I thought i would, I was sure it was a mistake! I swear I am not underestimating how bad I thought I did. So I really want to have a look at my prac exam and tell them they must of marked it wrong, but then i really don't want to fail. I think I will most likely leave it, but now I just feel like I didn't deserve the mark. I don't know, the chances of them making a mistake while correcting or inputing the marks online are rare, right? But still, I'm very skeptical about my mark.
Oh and I now know how frustrating it is when people persist in asking your marks, I mean it's okay when it's just around your close friends, but with people you don't know very well, it's hard. It's worse when they don't take social cues that I'm obviously uncomfortable sharing my marks. I am so sorry if I have done that to anyone because I know how annoying it is and a violation of privacy. Although I'm sure, my research group are nice in general, but I don't get along with them very well, could it be the age or their gender (they're guys). I hope none of them stumble onto to this, I'm a pretty passive-aggressive person, and them finding out wouldn't be so great.

Lately I've been into making my own printed tape, it gets very addicting. These are my favourite ones that I made, however I don't much of a use for them.

So yeah, I keep reminiscing about the fun times with friends, and I cannot wait to be back home so I can have those positive and happy feelings again. I feel like the longer I am away from home, the more introverted and frustrated I am becoming, and the more people are getting on my nerves. Still three weeks before I get to go home, feels like ages away.

And what??? The Maine just announced another UK/Europe tour in September, they were just there! I wish they could come here more often, I mean I know it's expensive and everything, but seriously, it's best feeling knowing they're in the same country.

Love Squealer.