Little Death

So holidays have been a bit of an anti-climax, after looking forward to it for ages, it's not so great, well not at the moment anyways. I think i'm just waiting for my trip to come around but that's not til over a month. I spent most of the day in bed, because i knew that even if i get up there would be nothing for me to do. I "watched" a movie called An Invisible Sign, and all i got from the movie is that Jessica Alba is really pretty but i already knew that. It's about this maths teacher, played by Jessica, who is quite disconnected from the world, because her father is sick ( i think he has a mental disorder, they weren't clear on that in the movie). Well I actually didn't get through the whole thing, i skipped through a lot of the parts and for the parts i watched i didn't really pay attention. There was this weird quality that made the movie unlikable, for me anyways. Although, i thought there was this funny part were she gets an ax thrown in her leg, i don't think it was supposed to be funny, but it made me watch that scene twice. So i don't recommend watching that movie.
I also watched another movie One Day, i actually was looking forward to this movie because the concept seemed interesting. Well i have to say i was disappointed, I felt so disconnected and uninterested throughout the entire movie. The characters were somewhat boring and the plot line was weird and confusing. I think the book is better, so maybe i should read that first and then rewatch the movie. I do like Anne Hathaway and Jim Sturgess, i think they did their best with the script. Although i like how it was set in London, and it gave me an idea how things will be for my holiday.
On sunday, i had my first shift back at work, and by the end, i was so dead. My feet were killing me, luckily my co-workers were complaining too. I think i need to find better work shoes, i'm going to try to get away with wearing canvas shoes for the moment as they at least have a thicker soles than my oxfords. It wasn't a long shift, but my feet were dying. It would have been better if my feet weren't hurting so much. I got back into the rhythm pretty quickly and pretty much nothing has changed. The only thing getting me through the crazy amount of work shifts is the money and a somewhat purpose in my life, instead of lying around all day.
Actually, something different in these holidays is that i have my license, so no more public transporting. On friday, i had a shopping day, which involves for is op shopping in moonee ponds, and usually that would take me the whole day, but with a car, it was so much quicker, so i stopped by DFO and then went to Highpoint because i wanted to buy a CD (Sinners Never Sleep if you're interested, amazing album so glad i bought it and waited until after exams). It felt so good not having to wait for the train but i think it has also made a little lazier. I'm getting the hang of driving, i'm still a little nervous and drive slowly, well even when i drive at the speed limit, there are so many people overtaking me.
I'm still feeling off, like there's something missing or something that i should be doing but i don't know what. Maybe i need a friends fix, in fact i know i need one. Too bad once December starts, so do the crazy shifts from work begins.

Love Squealer.