end of a decade

on thursday, i went on an adventure and it meant waking up early. i thought we were going to sleep on the train but i think we were too excited to see each other, i know i was because its been a while since we have caught up. although i was pretty tired and sleepy, i didn't feel like sleeping. it was nice to have my friends come along, it would have sucked if i had to go by myself. one thing i would like to mention, there were so many locusts flying around, one of them flew and banged into my face and it make me feel so disgusted. i'm not really a fan of insects, i wish i wasn't so disgusted/scared by them. anywho, i would like to apologize to my friends, the process took way longer than i thought compared to how i had done it before. it made me pretty annoyed and that may of shown. i hate it when i'm in a bad mood. afterwards, we went to have lunch and make nachos and go exploring. overall, it was a pretty fun day although i didn't take many photos, and my backpack was pretty heavy. hehe all of us brought our backpacks along. i would like to say more about that day but i really can't.

so basically, thursday was the only non-work related thing that i have done this month.
i was working yesterday, and it was extremely busy, and it's so hard to keep track of everyone and everything, hope nothing was stolen. i've forgotten how busy it can get, and it's going to get crazy in the next couple of days and especially boxing day. everyone is rostered on for boxing day and apparently you get triple pay, so i'm excited to get paid. also i can't wait to do my tax return this year because i have quite a bit of tax deducted from my pay this year. and i have to do my tax return from last year which i am pretty sure you can still claim right? i think my other friends were able to do that, because i have quite a bit of money from tax deductions last year, and i can put it towards my new camera.

i've been thinking a lot about my life lately at work, because there's alot of down time, so i kinda just stand there and think/daydream which i think looks bad to customers because it takes a while to capture my attention. customers always catch me at the wrong moment, when i'm yawning or fixing my hair, gives the wrong impression. anywho, i am thinking about the direction i want my life to take and i was thinking of what my life would be like in the near future and it has made me a little sad. i'm just really grateful for the life i have now and i don't want it to change because i don't adjust well to change, or its take me ages to adjust to change.

Love Squealer.