life's a climb

the hannah montana movie was really good,
though it was a bit short and technically nothing really happened,
but who cares? I liked it and i shall watch it again.
the guy who plays miley's love interest,
i can't be stuffed searching his name,
has a really manly voice,
i know his a man but it's a kinda different manly voice,
its doesn't suit him.
well try listening to him and then maybe you'll understand,
or it can just be me....
which is usually the case.

i am in the process of filling out medicine/dentistry applications,
and i have no idea what i want to say or what i can say.
i know i want to do something big, make a change,
all that cliche stuff but it's what i want to do,
but i cannot come up with an original way to express that.
i just want to help, i want to dedicate my life to someone other than myself,
well i guess that applies for medicine,
applying for dentistry is much harder,
no offence, but they don't do as much as doctors do,
maybe i'll work with a charity to promote dental hygiene
i want to do something that will make me travel,
make me learn and to help.
there's so many dedicated people and i wish i was like them.
they just have an aura about them.
i just hope that someday i will find something i truly love.

wish me luck on the applications.

it's nearly the end of year 12 and it's making me sad,
i was thinking of how i loved my time at macrob
and i wish i didn't have to leave.
the people and environment,
just everything is comforting,
i never felt so comfortable, so free to do what i want.
i was thinking back to year8 self,
and i hated the idea of leaving st columba's
but now i'm thinking that was so stupid,
because its corny but macrob is one of the best things ever,
(the others are family, friend, HSM and hannah montana and gilmore girls)
i adore my friends to death and i would not know where i'll be without them,
they just understand me and even if they don't,
they just nod and smile politely. =P

but now it's time for change,
and i cannot stop that,
in someways it's freaking me out
but also i'm strangely exhilarated.

go out in the world and find something you love,
not something that has other have pushed you towards,
because i reckon if it's meant to be,
you will find that place that makes you happy.




Love Squealer.