i am a kayak, hear me roar

i have a craving for cheeseburgers.

i went to state today to study,
but it wasn't really productive.
i spent half the time using the free wifi,
which is great because it's faster than my capped internet.
i basically just watched youtube videos.
but i did get some practice exams done,
although i wasn't able to do english,
i swear i tried,
i kinda looka stared at the blank page for ages
before giving up and thinking that i cannot write essays.
i'm so stupid, i left all my hard times stuff at school,
so i have nothing to base my essays on
so it's turning out crap.
i should invite Y/S or someone to study with me,
it kinda gets boring,
and you're eavsdropping on someone's else conversations.


i was really tired when i got home.
so i watched gilmore girls and went for a nap
and here i am now.

i'm trying to find new music to download
because i'm sick of my music but i'm not sure what to get into,
i'm trying to download some classical for my learning,
but i can't seem to find any albums if you will.

i'm not studying as much as i want to be,
and its nearly halfway through the holidays.
i wanted to write heaps of essays,
but i've only written one,
which is a shame.
i can't write anymore
and the exam's in 5 weeks.

i'll see if i can attempt an essay later.

i need some motivation.
oh i also need to start my bound notes,
considering it takes me forever to write notes.

well that's all,
im too tired to think of anything else to say.
life is hard,
i want my exams to be over
but i also don't want to finish school.


Love Squealer.