"are you star wars?""how can one person be an entire movie?"ahh, i love big bang theory.
well today i found out how much i suck in arguments
and fighting, which does kinda of screw up my back-up plans
to be lawyer. well at least i do try.
also my friends informed me that i'm a sheep
(not literally of course)
which is weird because i always thought myself as being eccentric,
in some aspects i guess i do tend to follow people,
but not all the time
i was trying to find instances where i was not a sheep,
but i couldn't think of anything,
i did say high school musical,
but my friend said that was following the disney craze.
well yeah, i really don't like the idea of being a sheep,
so i guess i have to change,
i mean how much more different can i be?
(you would understand if you knew me)
anywhoo, i'm trying to keep in an emotional equilibrium
for the UMAT tomorrow,
still unsure of what to do in the morning,
i was thinking of hanging around school because i don't want to stay home.
i would go to spotlight but i feel bad,
because i haven't done anything to deserve to go to spotlight.
i've decided to buy the hannah montana bead set
after i get my mid-year results,
because i have a feeling it's going to make me sad.
well best not to jinx it so moving on...
i finally searched up the lyrics to 'not fair' by lily allen,
because they played it at our formal but i never took notice of the lyrics,
they played it during eating,
and my friend say how inappropiate.
so i looked up the lyrics, and oh my gosh,
it is very inappropiate and gross and crosses the border
that i don't want to talk to about.
well even though i haven't finished all the UMAT drills,
i've decided to stop after i got a very satisfactory percentile,
so i can end on a happy note.
wish me luck.
Love, Squealer.
i've been so tired.
slept way too much
and also am on the onset of sickness.
just hoping my umat will not be so bad
and get me where i need to go.
am also distracted by korean dramas,
darn, why are they so addictive??
and so long... really need to finish off those UMAT drills,
hopefully before wednesday.
and why is the screen so jumpy?? 
i have been looking for a grey matte nail polish forever,
will someone help me?
anywhoo, gotta stop procrastinating.
Love Squealer.
sorry it's been a week since i've posted,
i've been busy hastily trying to desparately
finish off all the UMAT questions on Medentry.
i hate that my time for the exam is 1.30,
while everyone else just had to be at 8am.
that's so unfair. and i have to rock up to school,
because i don't want to ruin my perfect attendence.
the MGHS formal was on friday,
it was ok but i myself didn't have that much fun.
my feet were seriously killing me so i couldn't really do much.
so that basically brought my mood down.
i like the yr11 formal much better,
no offence to the committee.
i'll post some pictures up soon,
but i can't be bothered right now.
and also someone had the same dress as me
so i was trying to avoid her all night.
nothing much has happened in the past week,
i am anxiously waiting for mid-year results to come out,
which i think i will not get so high.
but fingers-crossed.
sorry for a boring week.
credits to http://www.flickr.com/photos/7153354@N04/2486727622/
for the picture.
Love, Squealer.
back to the endless days of routine and early mornings.
also only a couple months of school left,
then it's all over.
that is a seriously scary thought.
i don't want to leave school,
i've grown accustomed to it.
well i'm more afraid of my mark
than actually leaving school.
but every teacher reminded us that this was actually our last term,
and there's not that long to go.
i really wish time would slow down
so i can catch up on my homework
that i never did over the holidays, ekk!
but another thing, there's a huge motivation to do well, apart from good uni/career/life,
i'm also celebrating my birthday party
which is going to be massive
and i'm going to america,
and i think i'm going to queensland
but has yet to be confirmed.
so i just have to get through these last few months
and try to survive.
and not to mention mid-years results are coming out soon,
i'm so anxious about them,
which makes me wonder how i will be when i find out my ENTER. Well first day of school was alright.
nothing much happened except Ms. EB having a more random than usual address.
seriously i no idea what she is saying most of the time and she's also scary.
oh yeah, i've also decided to make it a quest to find someone who will watch hannah montana with me,
all my friends have suggested going alone,
but i reckon that's more sad than actually wanting to see the movie.
this is the dress i wore to school today,
nothing exciting, the design's really simple,
and the dress is five times too big for me
because i couldn't be stuffed using a zip
which takes me forever to do.
i'm quite proud of it, more proud of the fact that i actually finished it than the dress itself,
everyone just liked the bow,
and to be honest that's my favourite part as well.
I wore it with:
black stockings
brown flats
grey cardigan
the armhole goes down to halfway across my chest.
i'll fix it when i could be bothered.
i wore it with a cardigan so it didn't really matter.
dress (should of ironed it)
bow
sleeve
credits to ~dnbdoll on deviant art for first picture
Love, Squealer
it looks like we're dealing drugs.
but it's a totally innocent situation, just a bad time.
i wish i went to prep school.
i need to stop watching gilmore girls
and force myself to do the dreadful stupid umat drills.
seriously where did they get all the practice questions,
which are uber long and boring to read and don't make any sense anyways.
anyways back to gilmore girls,
it is my tv show and the only thing that i watch nowadays,
besides my random catchup on gossip girls,
where i tend to watch a bulk of the episodes in one go,
bad for when you have a SAC the next day,
and the episodes are 40 minutes long
but you just have to know what happens next.
yes gilmore girls is the best,
i just love the lorelai/rory relationship
and made me wish that sometimes i had a baby at 16,
well i'm past that age now and my parents will kill me,
so back then i convinced my friends to fall pregnant instead of me.
aren't i a great friend?
i just love the fast paced dialogue,
and now i basically watched every episode a number of times,
i tend to quote gilmore girls in my everyday life.
actually i quote it a lot, much to the annoyance of my friends.
only one week until the formal,
and i'm not really looking forward to it,
i was excited at first but i dunno
something happened and i really don't feel like going.
last year at the formal, i basically did nothing
except running around and trying to spy on people
and dancing (in a spastic manner) and eating.
i didn't even take that many photos,
it was all the food and random stuff that we did to the table,
i took more photos when i went out for new years,
granted it was all of the fireworks.
i still need jewellery and i was thinking of getting pearls,
because i think they are so classy.
this will go with my dress really well,
maybe i can replicate it, the design's so pretty.
My creative flair is outstanding these holidays(reletively)
i made a skirt and a dress,
(granted they were fairly simple)
and a knitted scarf.
which is a big deal for me,
because i have a lot of unfinished projects.
i will post up my outfits, when i wear them.
i'm a really beginner sewer and my skills are quite limited
so the products are very very simple.
maybe one day i will be able to make designer clothes.
i'll start posting my outfits when i get back to school,
because we get to wear casual everyday,
but don't expect anything fabulous or really great.
lower your expectations so you won't be disappointed.
Until next time,
have fun and eat lollies.
Love, Squealer.
Yesterday was Mels/Alice/Rae's 18th party at Cho Gao.
Which i had persuaded my parents to let me come,
although they were very reluctant.
Overall fun night, although the room was quite dark
and it was making me sleeping,
so by the end i was shouting out obscene words and non-sense.
and then i became mute, but that was nothing new
i'm always very quiet and kind of stand awkwardly in groups.
funny thing was, i was the last person to leave.
and and mels left super early.
the "function room" was very open
so i reckon anyone could of walked through,
and some people did, which was weird.
the food was alright but i didn't really eat anything,
i eat a couple of chips and this fried food thingy.
i didn't really drink anything,
but i was holding a cup with nothing in it,
and preceded to pretend to drink from it.
i got picked up late because my stupid brother didn't relay the message to pick me up
and so my dad left the house at 10.50.
anywhoooo i got home and tried to do some UMAT drills,
but i got so many questions wrong because i was so tired and couldn't concentrate.
after that i went to sleep.
that was my first party of the year
but i doubt there would be anymore,
at least until the end of november in which i planned to have my party,
a couple of months belated. I hope people will turn up because i have already set the date, five months in advance and i took into account people taking holidays and whatnot.
I am still bummed out about not going to yaa reunion,
they're always so fun
but instead i have to go physics tutor.
i was ready to lie to my parents
and say i had english oral practice
which i did last term. stupid physics, it's ruining my life.
and holidays are nearly over, which is sad
because i have not achieved anything
and have not done much studying.
and in a couple of days i have to go back into a routine
and wake up early again
and really buckle down and study for exams.
i'm not ready to go out in the real world just yet,
well sort of real world anyways. I'm not mature enough.
Love, Squealer.
it's so cold, my body is tingling.
well at least that's what happens to me when i'm cold.
it feels funny.
still tackling through UMAT training and the stupid drills, i have to finish all of them because i had so much for the course. but why does there have to be so many questions. too much reading and pointless information being sent to my brain. i don't know if i'll finish all of them because they are so boring and tedious.
ohh today's fourth of july,
which means Independence Day.
Go America.
i was researching for our america trip at the end of the year, and the prices are so expensive during the time that we're planning to go. well that was kinda expected because we want to leave mid-december, because we all want to go to final assembly (well i want to go to final assembly). it's so much cheaper to to go a week earlier, but that's life. i don't think i want to go to america before knowing my enter, it will just kill the mood of the holiday. but it's cheaper by at least $700. oh what shall i do??
hopefully i'm going shopping with Y and maybe S on monday for our formal. Y still needs a dress so i'm looking forward to choosing a dress with her. and i'm still deciding about my dress. for some reason, i'm not so excited at i've previously been about the formal, no idea why?
I am also in the process of planning my uber cool b'day party, although it would be more than 2 months late but that's all i can do. i really want a jumping castle but i cannot find a space to put it, and it's about $350 for four hours and i dunno if it's worth it. i would invite my cousins to come but they have still have school (suckers) And i wanted a formal party, but a jumping around in a jumping castle is kinda hard with a dress. but it's nearly five months away so i have plenty of time to plan.
Love,
Squealer
when i look at the billions of people who can sing,
it makes me want to sing.
i wish i wasn't so tone deaf but what can you do?
i really like demi lovato's voice
because it sounds cool even when she screaming/shouting.
nearly hit the halfway mark for holidays.
i should really buckle down and study
because i haven't done much work recently,
only compulsory work which is basically the work i ever do. and i've got to start thinking of designs for the cover of the yearbook. no one really pays that much attention to the yearbook, but i hope they(yr 12's) will appreciate it.
And And i'm really failing UMAT,
i cannot do the doctor-patient and passages sections. seriously how am i suppose to know what to say to patients, i ain't a doctor yet,
well i don't think i'll ever be.
it's not like i have to say:
"The test results have come back
and i'm afraid the lump is cancerous,
but with more tests we can find out
the extend of the cancer and go from there."
well at least i would be a better doctor than Dr.Zoidberg (who is hilarious) who 'pretends' he is a Doctor.
well i need to plan out my schedule for the next week,
and i hope i stick to it.
need to buy shoes and makeup for formal,
but i cannot decide whether to go on monday or tuesday.
i shall let you guys know as soon as i make the decision,
which probably won't be for a long time.
Love, Squealer.
"are you star wars?"
