total embarrassment

why, why do i even bother?
i guess sports are not my thing.
why is my hand-eye coordination the worse.
at least i tried right.

well, thing is,
i was at badminton training
which only further proved my suckyness at the game.
well i could hit the shuttlecock,
but most of the time it went totally past me
and fell to the ground.
i don't think i want to participate tomorrow.
i will just go and watch.
i was so fustrated and embarassed by the end,
i just kept laughing at myself and how bad i was playing.

so now i'm determined to pick up a sport and attempt to master it.
wish my parents pushed me into a sport, so i don't have to suck so much.
darn asian parents and studying.

i shall move on from my non-existence abilities in sport...

it's been a quiet week at school, so nothing new to report.
i have been sleeping unsual amounts this week though, probably
from the 'lack' of homework which makes me even more tired.
i am currently waiting for the new seventeen to be returned
so i can borrow it, curses to those who borrowed it first.

i really want some more nice dresses to my wardrobe.
i mean i do have dresses but i don't have any that i would
want to wear forever and never take off.
but so far i haven't found that 'dress' yet.
i also want sporty clothes, mainly more hoodies,
because they give a sporty look even if you're not sporty.
yes, deception is everything in my world.


Squealer